I know. Its with a certain amount of chagrin that I say this, knowing how I’ve been complaining these past few weeks.
My projects wrapped up. and while there is a tiny thing I could do, I’m finding myself utterly at a loss and swept away by emotions. I do blame perimenopause for some of it, yes, but not all.
working for myself, at home, is not an easy gig.
i’m thinking i might go binge on the walking dead, because i can hide from the gratuitous gore and just hang on to the mystery of who is going to survive or what will ever cause things to get better. (i’m on season six somewhere so don’t say a word.)
the kids are also away this weekend and i’ve had them for the past two, so there is this gaping maw sensation. I’ve got some entertainment in my social life these days but i’m thinking i’m going to take the weekend off from that too. and so, its just me, and tv.
never fear. i’ve got a crockpot going and have fed the chickens and things look normal from the outside. but still. this month. tsk.
Its nice to think about cooking good food. I’ve been assigned brussel sprouts and butternut. Plus, mashed potatoes. All will be well. I can actually just live on those, anyhow, so we’re good.
love you guys. hope your search for food will be fulfilled.
-lovelove
Actually, I too enjoy being busy. I _think_ I enjoy relaxation, but when it comes time to rest my head on my pillow at night, I always feel better when I’ve had a productive day. Anyway, wishing you more fulfilling days!