….and making a mess..
one of the things i’m trying to do is make this place a more ‘bonified’ site. which of course is ridiculous as i have less than 30 readers currently. ! but i love my 30 readers so i’ve got to apologize for any whack that comes through in the meantime.
an empty shop, new analytics programs, ads, twitter, the national political game…oh my gawd, blaghblah… all things i’m trying to add in to my worldview and i am currently in the overwhelmed-by-change stage of my Monday morning. hopefully the words will still come through all the streamers hanging from the ceiling… I’m just not at all sure that all the things are connected and i really need a goddamned mentor who can tell me what the hell is going on.
because i no longer know.
its not that unfamiliar a place for me, frankly. right? i mean, certainly politically the past few years have been pretty damn volatile, and the whole world is off kilter, somehow.
people are mean, and small, and i don’t think i’ve ever settled on that as firmly as i am today.
but i’m curious about tomorrow. and November.
and i wonder if all this will be old-hat for me at some point.
there is this sense of arrival that i’m waiting for… not yet, not yet, the wind is whispering…
my curiosity is piqued… my overwhelm is high, but i’m hanging in…
hang in there, all of us…