the fury of finances is settling down. Have started being paid for the new hours, have asked the farm boss to pay me asap, and she’s happy willing and understanding. the credit card carried the day, which bites it but got me gas in the car and the kids got their juice. mofo.
in my adult life i have never had it be such a goddamned lightening strike as that was and I’d be very happy never to repeat it.
And spring has mostly exploded, so at the climax of it all are daffodils, and wild expanses of seedlings in a greenhouse and little baby grape hyacinths everywhere. So i am content.
I am sitting on my porch and I feel like I’m on a softly rocking boat, watching a sunset. One of those life altering appreciations, the wild privilege of a beautiful life.
So it swings, this pendulum, between sense and sensibility. today is all the senses.
and its kim smith’s birthday. holy shit. we be 50 this year.
hugs and kisses to us all. and to KIM!!
- love love.
Wow, that’s a lot to deal with. Glad the job is helping out. Also hope you’re really enjoying it.