when the problem with you is that you cannot shake the belief that everything is temporary:
- you become a glutton. because who cares? life is temporary. why NOT have the cheesecake, again?
- the moods of other people become intolerable because, life is temporary and who has time for that?
- you don’t have the money but you buy more shit anyhow, because what the hell?! why should we keep ourselves from pleasure? life is fucking temporary.
this is dangerous. so much so. and i think its way more pervasive in our society than just me.
and fuck it all.
i just need january to come. 
