So. here’s what i know. i know super-high functioning people under the influence.
my son and i sat and watched kavanaugh and literally picked out details of his face and speech that we recognized as “under the influence. ”
WHAT THE FUCK?
WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK?

I don’t know what to say to anyone. I mean, if his behavior during the interview could stand alone, it should disqualify him.
and what the FUCKING hell is wrong with men? and ME? that i STILL think SOMEONE ELSE has to stand up for me?!
I certainly thought it during my marriage. and he didn’t. but i still thought it.
WHAT DO WE HAVE TO DO?
Yes. I came to understand when I was living in a freaking dictator-run, police state as a Peace Corps volunteer, that no one would protect me. It was ALL on me. While watching those hearings, I had that very same feeling. I never thought I would have those feelings again.
ugh. just too many fucking fucks. i give too many fucks.